I Had This Thing

I had this thing to call my own Just one slip and it was gone A minor flaw and then it fell I brought this house down on myself I didn't know just what I'd done I didn't know just what I'd done I don't remember anymore what I used to be Where is the quiet piece of home where I could breathe? Just like a razor to my soul when I'm alone Oh, I had this thing to call my own I'm so confused, I cannot see This wave of guilt is drowing me It feels like blood is on my hands I'd give it all for a second chance I still don't know just what I've done I still don't know just what I've done I don't remember anymore what I used to be There was a fire burning strong inside of me Just like the soothing loving warmth of summer sun Oh, I had this thing to call my own I had this thing to call my own I had this thing to call my own I never meant to let you go I never meant to let you go I never meant to let you go I never meant to let you go To let you go, oh