Ur Name on a Grain of Rice (demo)

[Verse 1] I should have said so much to you Which is lame but maybe kind of nice Like scratch offs in a birthday card Or your name on a grain of rice And I've been sick since seventh grade And it's not terrible but it's too long And we still talk but now it's changed Does it hurt more to just move on? [Chorus] Maybe I loved you Or maybe I wanted to See something through Just 'cause I never do [Verse 2] And I should call but I'm afraid Of what you're gonna say Notice all the ways I've changed And all the ways I've stayed the same And I hate talking on the phone Because my spеaking voice is boring And I can't stand to be alone 'Causе it's so easy to ignore me [Outro] I'm shouting it now 'cause I can't write it down I let it pour out from the sides of my mouth All sequined and stoned sucking in through my teeth I'm taking it home with me, still learning to speak I'm shouting it now 'cause I can't write it down I let it pour out from the sides of my mouth All sequined and stoned sucking in through my teeth I'm taking it home with me, still learning to speak I'm shouting it now 'cause I can't write it down I let it pour out from the sides of my mouth All sequined and stoned sucking in through my teeth I'm taking it home with me, still learning to speak