Suicide

[Verse] I keep waking up in cold sweats Feel like a nigga getting close to death Look in the mirror, don't see myself Just a nigga standing there, bloody as hell Keep having nightmares 'bout shit I did Papi slithery as a bitch I don't forget and never forgive .556 go through where you live I was by myself damn near every bid Mama love did the best she could Every other week bring a lil change I knew it was up to me to maintain I don't follow a nigga, I'm the boss of the game Slap you with the glick, walk off with your chain You'd rather sit in the house and play games Nigga me and you are not thе same My body feel better whеn I'm cooking 'caine Left wrist in the bowl, I do my thang Dance on that work like I'm Rick James Trafficking dope like [?] I'm eating chopped cheese on white planes You bound to get soaked when you play in the rain Slap the fuck out a nigga for saying my name How that's your dawg, you ain't gave him a thing? You know what, you ain't gonn' last long in this game 'Cause you dumb as hell and don't got a brain Young niggas think shit a joke Fucking around like life a game I got niggas who lost they life to the game Hitting licks, putting in pain Trapping in the same fit for days Watching traffic from every way I always say how I wanna change I am who I am, stuck in my ways You can hate all you want, that shit don't phase me I only worry 'bout shit that pay me When I'm driving with work, I think 'bout my baby Every time I do, I make it home safely When you want some', you gonn' have to chase it I'm really 'bout that, I ain't faking Can't name one nigga that gave me nay-thing Side and bottom of the bowl, Papi scraping 1800 for a P, Golden Acres Front door service, won't keep you waiting