[Verse]
Why you lied to me?
Thought we was in this shit forever, why you slide on me?
Shit get hectic, I look for you, you nowhere around
I gave you way too much praise for you to let me down
Went against my momma for you
A nigga play, it be a problem for him
Dirty Drac', we stuff hollows in 'em
I ain't look for you, you came to me
Shit was never easy
You wasn't free, took a lot from me, bitch, you ain't cheap
My grandma always ask me what I see in you
Tryna tell my grandma all the time how I believe in you
Sittin' in my bed, gun in my hand, thinkin' 'bout leaving you
Told my momma how I'm feelin', she just asked: "What would your people do?"
Turn a normal man bad, that's the only thing the streets'll do
My momma called me satan, she don't know I did the unthinkable
My brother in a casket, and the only one I blame is you
They can't tell me nun' about no pain, I'm no stranger to it
Sitting in my cell, you out living, partying
My niggas and my bitch, you the one that starting arguments
My bitch say I love you more than her, she prolly right
She went outside with me every lonely night
All I had was you, look what you made me do
Look what you put me through, still fixed my lips to say I love you
My momma think I'm crazy, the streets got her baby
When she got me I was a baby, I'm a product of what she made me
My momma told me pray, I be talking, he don't say nun'
You don't know me, stay away from me
You lied, you said you love me
I kept this shit omertà, I never broke the code
I gave you all I had, momma think I sold my soul
You got my head fucked up, I wanna leave, but I can't
You start talking to me, and start sayin' how I ain't
Stay away from my lil' brother
You ain't no good, you just pollution
I be saying how I want to quit, but I'd go crazy if I lose you
Say I can't keep you and rap, but I keep tryna prove 'em wrong
You fucked me over everytime, you don't do shit but lead me on
You put my brother in a hole with no remorse, bitch you cold
Momma spraying holy water, that shit won't do nun' for me
They ain't give me no warning, they ain't tell me you was ruthless
I jumped in head first, it's my fault, bitch, I was stupid
You fucked my brother mind up, then told him his time up
Then you came to me, bitch, what you seen in me
Bitch, I was made for you, never played with you
Lotta niggas folded, I'm the one who stayed with you
Saw something in you, always thought that you was special
You was never on my side, you ain't really wanna help me
Seen murders as a kid, that shit fucked with how I live
They say: "It's gon' be okay", I say: "It is what it is"
My bitch tryna wipe my tears, she gon' be wiping for some years
She begging me to leave you 'lone, she never know if I'm coming home
Bitch, you got a hold on me, drop another load on me
You always told me if I wanted something outchere go for it
You showed me a lot, most of all you showed you crooked
Gave me what I love the most, then you went and took it
I be thinking 'bout you all the time when I'm in central booking
Called your phone hoping you'd answer, but I know you'll never do it
You don't really love me, they ask me why I love you
You know my whole story in and out and never judge me
Abuela think you Lucifer, you always doing stuff
She think you the reason I'm outside tryna shoot at sum'
My momma tryna understand, slowly she reach for my hand
I keep falling in a trance, snap out and gotta call my man
Call brodie say: "I'm stressed out", he say: "That's gon bring the best out"
I ain't really mad with her, most of all I'm let down
Heard him take a breath, said: "You trippin' 'bout a freak?"
The laugh is for myself
Nah, I'm trippin' 'bout the streets
