[Intro]
The hurt and the pain
Holding back the tears that want to flow (Uh huh)
The hurt and the pain (Uh huh)
Trying to keep my thoughts together
[Verse]
Ayo walk with me share my thoughts with me that hoe get sparked with me
Shit get dark with me baby pardon me give me a second you hear me?
I was 12 years old selling dope shit who fault is that?
She left me on the corner said she’ll call me back
She never called me back she broke my heart in fact
I could take you to the start of that it was this one day think Sunday
Supposed to go outside, play, have a fun day
Then I heard gunshots the block turned the wrong way but I never ran
I stayed looking at you and you looked back at me I was in a dark space
You made me mad heavy you made me feel like home
You made me feel like fuck mommy crib cause this where I belong
You made feel like you really love me and wouldn’t do me wrong
But it was all a lie you tricked all the guys you sold us all a dream
You watched all them die you watched all them fall you watched all them fail
You see me give this shit my all and never wish me well
Bitch I still love you yeah, I still trust you
I won’t let nobody talk bad about you how I feel you
I play the curve cause you I sip syrup cause you I pop pills for you
Late night, I can’t sleep I got chills for you they try to lock me in the cage, but you was still with me
You seen it all happen I see it all collapsing you tell me keep going, but I don’t see that happening
But you read me backwards you a trifling bitch you a foul bitch you a cold bitch
You do wild shit I made a thousand after thousand you put a end to it as soon as you see me smiling, you gave hope to me
Then you took bro from me and went ghost on me
Act like you weren’t gon’ speak to me bitch I’m the one said from the jump that I’m going to be with you
Always speak highly when it’s you but you pure evil
No matter what you do, can’t see it through, I’ll never leave
Why the fuck you so fucked up? You know what you do to people
So many niggas stood with you claimed you, ain’t never love them
Forever me forever, but to you forever don’t mean nothing
Time after time after time, you always push my buttons I never raised my hand or fought back bitch I never touched you
My mom say it’s something In my mind that kind of make me crazy
Maybe it’s cause you stole my heart from me when I was a baby
You the one that showed me about the good, the bad, and the ugly
So many cold nights on that corner you never thought to hug me
Brody know you wrong I know you wrong but we still thugging
My heart get weak and skip a beat that’s how feel for you
Shit you did, to bro I can’t forgive you but I understand
I know the same shit you say to me you said to another man, the plan is the plan till you get mad and go and change the plan
Broke my heart once, but this time girl, you don’t stand a chance
[Outro]
It’s where the fuck I’m from, man I’m trying to tell you niggas where the fuck I’m from man
You listening wrong you hear me?
You think I’m talking about a bitch I’m not talking about a bitch you gotta listen to me this where the fuck I’m form man
So, I want you I just want you to know where the fuck I’m from, man
Where you from, man? I’m not from over there this where I’m from
Hey, come to my block kick it with me it get dark around this bitch it rain all day