AMENDS

Yeah, how does it feel like These feelings, they’re too hard for me to harbour Cause I just realized that I rather make amends Then to the thinking of making these friends Cause when I picked this pen I wanted it to be my only friend Yet here, I did not wanna go with the trend Listen, Yeah… I keep on writing about a lot of drama in my life Feeling that pain all the time during the night This shit is crazy These bitches making it up like a baby drama They trynna fuck the dharma Ruining lives, where is the karma? Hiding it by their lady drama Stuck in this trauma, feels like I need a psychodrama Should’ve listened to mama When she told me they use you for your mula( money) Now burnin all these haters Like rollin OCB With marijuana And seeing them burn while listening to Nirvana Fuck with me Might create a controversy like Brown and Rhianna, All they wanna do is just anna And trynna mess my will, but will my will get stilled? TIL( Today I Learned) they won’t appreciate your skill. I learned this at an early age No one is your own for real motherfuckers They just wanna conceal and steal I wanna hold them accountable for their deeds Like Ezekiel Switch Gave my best to people around me All they did is just ditch me And now some say they miss me Guess I miss me too, but just the old me Guess I’ve become too cold Just to survive in this fucked up world You gotta be selfish and bold Cause I had been told All these people, they just fuck around on rounds And when they are done(facts), you’re out Bowled All they did is just question my skill And they want me to stop Cause they know I can lyrically kill But when I finally blow up They will be like his work was ill I ain’t Scott, but this is Sicko mode As I got the game mapped out, yeah Get out of my fucking head (I fucking won’t) I don’t wanted it to go like this Get out of my fucking head ( I don’t give a fuck, I won’t) Fucking stop, get out of my fucking head ( I like to brainfuck you) Tsk, get out Switch Yeah, yeah, damn, switch it, switch it, anh Killin two beats in a single track Double trouble, can’t be fucking humble I just wanna kill all these syllables They sit on my genitals I’ve got a hold of them, like EM with his pencil Being fucking unforgivable, anh They say that I’m a cynical fuck But when your feelings get abducted By the people who never gave a fuck That is the time when you, become a spectacle nut Who never gives a fuck, as I lyrically erupt Might cause some damage abrupt Yeah, what happened, what did she do? Listen up, anh Switch You wake up, you get out of your bed The first thing you get are her thoughts in your head Thet bled you out, and left you dead The only thing you see is the first time you met She healed you, and took you out of a mess But now you’re stuck in this abyss Making up your death bed, Without getting OD’ed You still feel that you’re brain dead Switch So now she pretends, that you’re fine And tells you to go out on the weekends With your friends, but you already said That you rather make amends with no grieve And you just try to make ends as you resent All the efforts you spent Cause surviving every day Feels like a lifetime of torment These bitches in it as if its a Tournament Passing judgements but if somebody confronts It becomes a unjust element (She) *ignore him he has an ailment To interfere guess he is not getting his Monthly payments* Judging aren’t you? Wait what If I would have said the same thing I would have become an anti feminist? Right? Your brain is just filled with the mist Of you being right, cause you want him to apologize Even when you know he is right Throwing all his pride And then you expect him to make you his bride? So that you could ride? And contol him for the rest of his life? Well he is done He is leaving you Go and ruin your own fucking life