It's Not Easy

[MIDDLE NOAH] If this isn't real, if this isn't real Then what is? [MIDDLE ALLIE, spoken] I don't know! [MIDDLE NOAH] If this isn't love, if this isn't life Then what do you want? Not what your mother, not what your lover Not what the others want What do you want? [MIDDLE ALLIE] I don't know It's not easy for me! [MIDDLE NOAH] It's not easy for me No one said it'd be easy But I want every second of the bad and the good I want all of our days to be side by side And slide into yesterdays Ride into memories Making a messy, beautiful life I just want all of you, all of us Inside this house I built Until we're gone (spoken) All you gotta do Is just walk back up these stairs Goodbye, Allie