All the Life

I’ve been getting to know myself Online surveys about mental health Multiple choice on the front steps “What’s the worst case that you like best?” I know, I know It’s not the bad Think of all the shit that never happened Still, I’m standing in the same spot Caught in all the memories that I’d forgotten All the life you have What am I going to do with all the life you have If only I had said what I had to say If only the distance hadn’t got in the way If every time that I started to fall I’d have turned myself into a 5 foot wall And just held still All the life you have What are you going to do with all the life you have What are you going to do with all the life you have What are you going to do with all the life you ha