How To Cry

I don't know when you're sad I can't tell when you're mad You've never been vulnerable I believed you could change But you're still the same And I'm still invisible I keep secrets from my family All the ways you been controlling me When it hurt, I didn't make a sound All the drama that you put us through How amazing that it's ever you Who lit the fire, burnt the whole house down 'Cause nobody taught you how to cry But somebody showed you how to lie All of the feelings you don't show Are all of the reasons to let go I know I got nothing left I know I got nothing left I get that it's deep You've never been free You've never been satisfied And you blame that on me The pain you can't see The anger you hold inside I keep secrets from my friends at home So embarrassed, I've been so alone God, I'm over me protecting you 'Cause nobody taught you how to cry But somebody showed you how to lie All of the feelings you don't show Are all of the reasons to let go I know I got nothing left I know I got nothing left No I know I got nothing left, mm-hmm I know I got nothing left, mm-hmm