Not So Grey

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah I've been depressive for far too long Man, this shit is heavy I'm no detective but writing these songs it's evidently So reflective of every feeling I've ever had I'm so receptive to it, maybe I'm more like my dad Then I admit Emotions are a myth This world is a bag of shit And maybe I should quit 'Cause I haven't felt nothing in a while I know life is never comfy, so If you didn't get up out of bed today You really wanna die And nothing's ever changed And you blame yourself Get out your own way And make it rain in Hell I don't wanna hate myself anymore Wanna live a different life, choose an open door I don't wanna taste the fountain through a broken straw Want the water to pour over me and nothing more Is that way too much to ask or is that okay? I don't wanna wish another fucking day away Oh, I know the sun is shining less than yesterday Put my blue up in the sky until it's not so grey Not so grey, until it's not so grey 'Til it's not so grey, yeah, yeah I never got why my dad would always stay in his bed Now looking back, it was preventing a family death I'm glad he fought all of his demons, I'm happy he won I'm proud to say that he's alive and the same for his son Take the bad with the good and pray the latter is worth All of the hustling cancels out all of the hurt Even though I never thought that life could ever work I kept it pushing out, I'm looking at it in reverse If I ever have a kid I just hope that he knows He can always open up to me whenever he is low I will never look at him as if to say he's mad All that it means is that he's just a bit more like his dad Then he'll admit Emotions are a myth But life ain't all that shit, so He will never quit 'Cause I will love him till the day that I die I know life is never comfy, so If you didn't get up out of bed today You really wanna die And nothing's ever changed And you blame yourself Get out your own way And make it rain in Hell I don't wanna hate myself anymore Wanna live a different life, choose an open door I don't wanna taste the fountain through a broken straw Want the water to pour over me and nothing more Is that way too much to ask or is that okay? I don't wanna wish another fucking day away Oh, I know the sun is shining less than yesterday Put my blue up in the sky until it's not so grey Not so grey, until it's not so grey 'Til it's not so grey, it's not so grey ('Til it's not so grey) ('Til it's not so grey) ('Til it's not so grey) ('Til it's not so grey) ('Til it's not so grey) ('Til it's not so grey)