Memory

In the beginning, it was a lot to take in In the beginning, I couldn't grasp the concept In the beginning, I refused to believe the way you leave Though the way that I felt must mean this is real If I reach out to you, I cannot feel your face I'm not liking how you left me and I'm in this place But you tried your best when you were here, I can't be mad Even though you left me I still have my memory.memory... My memory. my memory... my memory You are my family You will always be that Do you hear me? You are still my parent Don't think that your role at home will ever be gone Dead or alive I need you by my side If I reach out to you, I cannot feel your face I'm not liking how you left me and I'm in this place But you tried your best when you were here, I can't be mad Even though you left me I still have my memory.memory... My memory. my memory... my memory Wonder if you ever think of me or my whole being at all? Wondering what you could've done if you were still here? Wonder what your life has become? Are you still the person we loved? All I have are these bitter thoughts in my memory My memory... my memory... my memory... my memory.memory... my memory