the long halloween

[Intro: Ellise] Everyday, wait for something I'll never get Stay the same Nothing feels okay since you left I've been all alone and something's wrong [Chorus: Savage Ga$p] Stop, I'm not tryna move too fast You don't gotta listen to me Pretend you can speak, then we'll say what's best Stop, I'm just tryna make this last Even if you hate me the most, I can never find it in myself to hate you back [Verse 1: Savage Ga$p] I hope he keeps you safer for me Don't make you lonely, and if he don't feel the same, fake it for me Some days are darker when you ignore me I hope you won't get caught later for me, uh Thinkin' 'bout a note on a bed and your name in my phone when I'm goin' to bed In my home, all alone how I cope when I'm sad You can fall in my arms when you up on a ledge And look, I'm tryna talk but you don't wanna hear it Tryna love you but I'm overbearing And I'm tryna tell you that I really miss you Say you hate commitment but I know you fear it and Even though you left me here on earth, I'm still tryna make this work Night with the moon and the stars, left the bullshit behind, you a soul, full circle [Verse 2: Ellise] And you never wanted anybody there for you to kill for blame Now you fall away, I'll pray for you, I'll wait forever patch up your pain So don't let me fall asleep, 'less you visit in my dream Don't open up the window, I don't wanna watch you leave without me I don't wanna watch you leave without me, baby [Chorus: Savage Ga$p] Stop, I'm not tryna move too fast You don't gotta listen to me Pretend you can speak, then we'll say what's best Stop, I'm just tryna make this last Even if you hate me the most, I can never find it in myself to hate you back