What's With Yxu?

Laughing Yuh, yuh, yuh Laughing Long Lost Ay, ay, ay I just stopped the longest thread from 'bout to snapping, ay Counting all these cheques, I get it's total madness, yah All you niggas pressing just to feed on silence, yah My money's so long, it's got a nigga laughing, hahaha Only speaking our true shit, white lines are clueless My raps are like full clips, spray shit to make ruins Fuck friends just like a new kid, this my scene and I stole it Cut you open, leave bruises, I rap better than you bitch You niggas all wish you could be me You're wearing a mask but you'll wipe out, believe me You're going so broke I can see it, I'm feeling My outfit is blacked out like my Lamborghini I pull up and [?] with that Hu' on my wrists I'm still sipping on gin with the lime in that bitch Yeah I been super rich since 2010 (Yah, aye) I keep racks in my Louis V. bags ever since I don't care about you nigga's pussy games The first time I heard shots go off was fucking traps (fucking traps) Come look in my eyes and you'll see fucked up Ask me why I changed and I'll just spill the truth I'm still crawling on my knees Still I'm grinning on my teeth I still find it hard to breathe With the things that I speak Man, my scars are fucking deep Don't care if people don't believe Keep pushing me and then we'll see You say you be watching the things that I'm doing I'm losing, I'm 'bout to go crazy, I'll prove it [?] I blew up because I was sick of the bullshit You think you can relate? 'Cause I've been sleeping late? I've got one request You need to die Most the things I hear will probably make you pussies vomit No-one even knows you really, I don't care for shit they comment M-m-my heart is made of stone and I'm counting all my profit I crucified a nigga when he's finally being honest I absorb the hate, I love that energy I still cut my fucking wrists, I love to see myself bleed Niggas want me dead, I'm just sitting here in disbelief Go on, slice my neck, just put me out my fucking misery Counting all these racks like I'm a lege' or something, yah I don't waste my time on girls, I can't do loving, yah Sipping on this vodka like I'm fucking Russian, hey She asked what I loved about her, I said "Nothing" No fear, I'm colder Hate myself and I'm older I'm not trying to be a poser I'm just trying to stay sober Fuck friends, I'm a loner Lone heart, I'm a soldier Long live like The Joker With comedowns I hang over I have seen some stuff That I can't be asked to explain I still can't do business With my mouth on the 12 gauge Me and all my haters, yah We're all on the same page You say that you hate me Whatev' bitch, I feel the same way I look down on my idols Only question recycled Likewise suicidal I'm my own biggest rival They say that I've changed and I think they're right I played being insecure my whole fucking life