White Rooms

[Verse] Painting white rooms white while the blue pill dissolves inside tonight It's 6am, I haven't been this worried sick since my last binge You take the M, it makes you thin Forget the things you always did I want to stop, I never will, I can't slow down It's hard to build myself from where I was three months Before you came and left me sore You promised so much to my face Then spit right back, I can't erase And I'm psychotic, brain's a mess I took too long to not regret I need a break from all these things But what's the point if you aren't here with me? [Chorus] And it's tearing everyone to pieces The soaring, wailing How to fix this? We've been strung out Broken like twigs We aren't lonely, but we're hopeless