Not a Friend

I'm not a good friend, I'm not a friend at all It's never resolved, I'm nervous when you call My words are limp and my mind is dry I try to be polite, but I feel like I'm stuck for life I follow my heart, it leads me far from you No matter how close we are, I'm far, far away I have too much now to fill my day-to-day I'm not a good friend, I'm not a friend at all I don't need obligations to our crippled conversations I'd never tell you, it's something you should know I'm not a friend at all, oh, please, let me go Somehow I don't trust you, I don't trust myself And I may never forgive you 'cause I can't forgive myself Somehow I don't trust you, I don't trust myself And I may never forgive you 'cause I can't forgive myself Don't break my stride Don't break my stride Don't break my stride Don't break my stride