Feels Like Dying

[Verse 1] Awake now And it feels like the rest are all sleepin' sound Afraid now 'Cause I hear how the broken are weepin' aloud The blame now Is shifting away from the guilty and proud A shame how I can't find a way to be healthy with quiet mind [Chorus] Now it seems like I'm dying (I can't cure the morbid fascination it seems) But I know I'm denying to go (I can't find the love and admiration I need) There is no use in trying (I can't cure the mental aggravation in me) But it feels like I'm dying alone [Verse 2] I ache so For the respite I find in my weakness, I'm drowned It takes oh So long for denial to breach this mind So rake now Your nails down the backs of the faithless, enshroud And break down The ones who deny you your greatness Thy will be done [Chorus] Now it seems like I'm dying (I can't cure the morbid fascination it seems) But I know I'm denying to go (I can't find the love and admiration I need) There is no use in trying (I can't cure the mental aggravation in me) But it feels like I'm dying alone