The Gift (Alternate Mix)

[Verse 1] Hold me now, I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go And find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat [Pre-Chorus] And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by [Chorus] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all [Verse 2] I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go 'Til I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat [Pre-Chorus] And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy [Chorus] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all [Bridge] Hold me now, I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need [Chorus] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all [Outro] Now I'm ashamed of this Now I'm so ashamed of me