Total Mess

[Intro] If this breath could save my life I might not breathe in this time If this breath could save my life I might not breathe in this time [Verse 1] 'Cause I have always been searching in a dark room Under [?] time [?] everything that I will do will be [?] out in the sunlight [Pre-Chorus 1] If this breathe could save your life Then you are just wasting time 'Cause [?] Do you really wanna die like that? [Chorus] I wanna live my life like a total mess, like a total mess ([?]) 'Cause there is just so much that I have to get off my chest 'Cause I don't wanna be anything but me I just want to be free I wanna live my life like a total mess, like a total mess [Verse 2] Sometimes my mind is like a minefield and I I think too much and I worry at night My life is one big existential crisis Don't worry, I'm fine [Pre-Chorus 2] If this breath could save my life I might not breathe in this time If this breath could save my life I might not breathe in this time [Chorus] I wanna live my life like a total mess, like a total mess ([?]) 'Cause there is just so much that I have to get off my chest 'Cause I don't wanna be anything but me I just want to be free I wanna live my life like a total mess, like a total mess [Outro Chorus] I wanna live my life like a total mess, like a total mess I wanna live my life like a total mess, like a total mess ([?]) 'Cause there is just so much that I have to get off my chest 'Cause I don't wanna be anything but me I just want to be free I wanna live my life like a total mess, like a total mess