Off & On

[Intro] Off and on I feel like it’s all gone Off and on I feel like it’s all gone [Verse 1] I want to scream but I'm underwater It's harder, the farther you get The more pressure that hits I'll take my time but sometimes wander To the darkness I encounter I gotta keep my composure [Pre-Chorus] Or maybe I’m just hell bent On everything that's past tense And everything that's pretend [Chorus] Off and on I feel like it’s all gone I don't want to remember Pour it down my liver And off and on I sleep through my alarm Cause my thoughts are like fire Wake up I'm still tired (Still tired) [Verse 2] I'll keep hanging on to memories That's not letting me get healthy Like when we were making nothing Or breaking down across the country I’ve gotta stay underneath these thin grey sheets Because sometimes possibilities get the best of me [Pre-Chorus] Or maybe I’m just hell bent On everything that's past tense And everything that's pretend [Chorus] Off and on I feel like it’s all gone I don't want to remember Pour it down my liver And off and on I sleep through my alarm Cause my thoughts are like fire Wake up I'm still tired [Bridge] I'll write these words down in the dirt So if I drown they'll still be heard I'll write these words down in the dirt So if I drown they'll still be heard I'll write these words down in the dirt So if I drown they'll still be heard Small breaths in and out Does that even count? I'll write these words down in the dirt So if I drown they'll still be heard Small breaths in and out Does that even count? [Chorus] Off and on I feel like it’s all gone I don't want to remember Pour it down my liver And off and on I sleep through my alarm Cause my thoughts are like fire Wake up I'm still tired [Outro] Off and on I see new colors drawn Filling in shades of hope There's still time for some new growth And off and on I sleep through my alarm Cause I'm too busy dreaming I swear they have meaning