April

What if I gave you my heart? Would you take it and rip it apart? Could you ever see me the same way that you see yourself? And it's okay if you hate me, 'cause I do as well And I can't remember the last time we got along You're so November and I'm more or less April Dust builds up inside of me, so these melodies wear a heavy coat Tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone I can't wait till tomorrow when this horse shit start to move along Brittle bones start to slice away and they dissipate this October fog I could see it in her eyeballs She can't love me when it's him involved And I'm too deep in this rabbit hole I Bruce Lee at my bedroom walls Time moves so slow I think I've been here before And my hands chopped off but I won't let go Though I'm tired of holding on this long and still being ignored Baby life doesn't change just because you want it to Don't go down the stairs, we keep our secrets in the cellar room And I could explain but nobody ever wants me to Too much in my brain with nobody else to tell it to I can't remember the last time we got along You're so November and I'm more or less April Dust builds up inside of me, so these melodies wear a heavy coat Tell me how it feels laying on him while I sit here alone