Delusional

I cry in restaurants and not because I dine alone I have a theraplst to clarify what I already know I tell myself I'm quirky and that no one gets me As my mental health deteriorates before me slowly I'm delusional (but I hide it nicely) But I don't know (how far it'll get me) When my world starts crumbling down I leave my body all together And return when things get better I leave the light on at night because I'm afraid of ghost Only ironically as far as anybody knows I lie about things that sound worse than the actual truth I think I'm fine while everybody worries what I will do I'm delusional (but I hide it nicely) But I don't know (how far it'll get me) When my world starts crumbling down I leave my body all together And return when things get better I won't be gone long If it's urgent you can medicate me back home I'll try to stay for you, but the world is too cruel I'm delusional (but I hide it nicely) But I don't know (how far it'll get me) When my world starts crumbling down I leave my body all together And return when things get better