[Verse 1]
Why do I do this to myself on repeat?
So disconnected from my own reality
If I give, will you take?
As I lie for the taste
(Go)
Through flesh and bone
I walk alone
(Go)
If I run, will I fade away?
'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind
(chorus)
We said this was the last time, over and over again
Blind eyes
Hands tied
The closer I get is the further I feel
And I am losing my grip on remembering what's real
'Cause our synthetic love is all that we know
My head is a mess and it's going to еxplode
[Verse 2]
I miss the me that I havе not met
Choking in silence on the words left unsaid
I feel a sickness for a home I've never been
And I exist in black and white but now I'm seeing red
I Locked myself in and set fire and threw away the key
Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die
So am I really alive?
(chorus)
We said this was the last time, over and over again
Blind eyes
Hands tied
The closer I get is the further I feel
And I am losing my grip on remembering what's real
'Cause our synthetic love is all that we know
My head is a mess and it's going to explode
[Breakdown]
Broken, I'm holding on
Driven to right the wrong
Silent, connected yet I feel so separated
Fallen through flesh and bone
Frozen, I stand alone
Deafened in silence, the voice remains
[Bridge]
Behind my eyes, beneath my rage
I was struggling to get through
I define who I become
[Chorus]
We said this was the last time, over and over again
Blind eyes
Hands tied
The closer I get is the further I feel
And I am losing my grip on remembering what's real
'Cause our synthetic love is all that we know
My head is a mess and it's going to explode
[outro]
How can you see into my eyes
Like open doors?
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb
Without a soul (Oh)
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
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