Smoke Screen

[Verse 1] Why do I do this to myself on repeat? So disconnected from my own reality If I give, will you take? As I lie for the taste (Go) Through flesh and bone I walk alone (Go) If I run, will I fade away? 'Cause I don't wanna leave it behind (chorus) We said this was the last time, over and over again Blind eyes Hands tied The closer I get is the further I feel And I am losing my grip on remembering what's real 'Cause our synthetic love is all that we know My head is a mess and it's going to еxplode [Verse 2] I miss the me that I havе not met Choking in silence on the words left unsaid I feel a sickness for a home I've never been And I exist in black and white but now I'm seeing red I Locked myself in and set fire and threw away the key Too scared to live but I'm afraid to die So am I really alive? (chorus) We said this was the last time, over and over again Blind eyes Hands tied The closer I get is the further I feel And I am losing my grip on remembering what's real 'Cause our synthetic love is all that we know My head is a mess and it's going to explode [Breakdown] Broken, I'm holding on Driven to right the wrong Silent, connected yet I feel so separated Fallen through flesh and bone Frozen, I stand alone Deafened in silence, the voice remains [Bridge] Behind my eyes, beneath my rage I was struggling to get through I define who I become [Chorus] We said this was the last time, over and over again Blind eyes Hands tied The closer I get is the further I feel And I am losing my grip on remembering what's real 'Cause our synthetic love is all that we know My head is a mess and it's going to explode [outro] How can you see into my eyes Like open doors? Leading you down into my core Where I've become so numb Without a soul (Oh) My spirit sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead it back home