Unfound Manifest

Today I saw another photograph Worse than the last and I just couldn't back up I don't believe, ashamed of what I discovered Tears in my eyes, I had to look away Things just dissolve day by day In an ocean of pain, pulling the weary under Sinking in the dark water Fighting back against the tide I can't hold on much longer When the salt begins to rise But the trouble is lonely that drench the sea And more in the net than guilt has freed Undertow And below the waves they rest A wooden ship from Tripoli With an odd found manifest I'm in my head and I'm feeling false In my little way, I'm mourning my loss Half a world away, I get back under the covers Time outside is moving slow When I'm going down, I dive in sorrow I just can't explain how the sky loses its color Sinking in the dark water Fighting back against the tide I can't hold on much longer When the salt begins to rise But the trouble is lonely that drench the sea And more in the net than guilt has freed Undertow And below the waves they rest A wooden ship from Tripoli With an odd found manifest Just say a name Just say a word to me And I'll break down, I'm trying desperately To find something here to redeem Is it my mind or just an imminent tragedy? Sinking in the dark water Fighting back against the tide I can't hold on much longer When the salt begins to rise But the trouble is lonely that drench the sea And more in the net than guilt has freed Undertow And below the waves they rest A wooden ship from Tripoli With an odd found manifest