Same Old

The same old drive-in, nights hanging in the car Same old burning room without you The same old pillowtalk, smoking in my yard Watch the same old stars from my roof I know that it looked easy for me to let you go Doing all the things we planned without you I get how it looks like I kept the best of us And left the memories with you I know I'm not allowed to say I'm hurting 'Cause I hurt you and I know that I know I'm not allowed to say I miss you 'Cause I left you, so I hold back Know I'm not allowed to feel the feelings I've felt So I keep it to myself But I'm still wondering how you're doing 'Cause I'm the same old me without you Same old with someone new The same old birthdays, drunken nights with our friends 'Til 4 AM like nothing's really changed And now I'm kissing him like I kissed you then Same old crazy love, but not the same And I get how it looks like I kept the best of us And left the memories with you I know I'm not allowed to say I'm hurting 'Cause I hurt you and I know that I know I'm not allowed to say I miss you 'Cause I left you, so I hold back Know I'm not allowed to feel the feelings I've felt So I keep it to myself But I'm still wondering how you're doing 'Cause I'm the same old me without you Same old with someone new Same old with someone new Same old drive-in, burning room Same old love with someone new Same old with someone new I know I'm not allowed to say I'm hurting 'Cause I hurt you and I know that I know I'm not allowed to say I miss you 'Cause I left you, so I hold back