Paradise

[Verse 1] I'm deleting the rules I'm a fucking mix breed, I need obedience school See me eating at a table with the greediest fools Just to showcase what's on my plate using the media's tools Give me the key to the whole city, we'll paint it red Maybe you'll focus on the pain instead I would rather pay the debt and walk through a gallows of hanging cred Than to let it keep me awake when I lay in bed But remember what Satan said? "I'll give you this fame, but in exchange you better change your head" And that's when Damien became your friend Told you he'd shelter you from the rain until the days of end But the end of what he never clarified Soon as you flopped, washed up and the flare has died Like the care inside of his heart, he's nowhere to find Baby, cherish your life 'fore you roll a pair of dice [Hook] I know you lookin' for paradise But you won't find that shit here, no I know you lookin' for paradise But you won't find that shit, you ain't gone find that shit here I know you lookin' for paradise But you won't find that shit here, Lord no I know you lookin' for paradise But you won't find that shit, you ain't gone find that shit [Verse 2] I know this girl she got the face of a dream Raped by false realities by the age of fifteen And it's a shame 'cause if you're looking in, it ain't what it seems Nothing containing the rage of a demon Lord, have mercy 'cause it hurts me to see an angel distracted and so Manipulated by jaded fiends made her act like a hoe And even though I spent three years trying to get her back on the road There comes a point where you just have to let go But baby, you're way to innocent to see this ugly world in the dark The hardest part; I love this girl with my heart I'm torn apart 'cause ain't a single way to help her function I just get to see the self destruction, but ice melts it's nothing And it's as simple as that I don't want it anymore but I just keep going back Pain and misery, you know the infamous match You need to cherish your life before you roll a pair of dice [Hook] I know you lookin' for paradise But you won't find that shit here, no I know you lookin' for paradise You ain't gone find that shit, you won't find that shit here, no I know you lookin' for paradise But you won't find that shit here, Lord no I know you lookin' for paradise Girl, you won't find that shit [Verse 3] All you'll find is melancholy, in the cellar where I collect all these Skeletons in the closet now tell me who the hell gon' stop me I'd sell a pair of Cartier's to Hellen Keller, probably Fell in opulence, I've been poppin' ever since the devil bought me Develop copies of a wanted poster Look at 'em watch for me while I'm on the sofa You got new loafers, but you sold a pot of gold for a cheap price Now at what value do you see life? I mean Christ, a motherfucker could get stuck in it up under these lights, it's seems nice But once you get sucked in you're suffering from it the gleam dies, don't even try To collect your thoughts, the records off Let it hit me like a wrecking ball, I'll set it off I'm better off with coffins, I'm very nice with a pair of dice Wishing you a good nightmare while I'm holding your larynx tight But baby, I been there and back twice So what's cheaper, the air we breathe or therapy at the fairest price?