Headfirst

[Chorus] Maybe I'm not, maybe I am ready to love again There's one way to find, that is to dive in headfirst I think that I could try Start on you and I Maybe I could dive in headfirst [Verse 1] I could dive in like open water Tell you 'bout my mom and all about my father And how I once was married to a pastor's daughter I guess I could I'm not accustomed to opening up I've fallen in love before, but it wasn't enough And now I'm ashamed like it's sin 6'3", curly blonde hair and a lot of love to give [Pre-Chorus] And now I'm wondering If being alone, being afraid of being alone Makes it worth it to jump again Will I just go numb again? And do something dumb again? Like cheat on my best friend? [Break] A familiar, anxious spiral I could write these words a thousand times and recite them like my Holy Bible Maybe falling in love is vital And if I don't try now, I won't be able to when I'd like to [Chorus] Maybe I'm not, maybe I am ready to love again There's one way to find, that is to dive in headfirst I think that I could dive in headfirst [Bridge] After all the things I've done The last time, how I fucked it up Do I really want new love? Do I even want new love? [Pre-Chorus] Cause I'm tired of being alone, being afraid of being alone, forever I wanna find love, but lately I'm thinking that I'm not enough And whether I could dive in headfirst [Outro] Could call you up and talk on the phone Hold your hand and travel the world Read new books and write our own We'd make love, create new blood, become old folks together Dive in headfirst