Marrow

The water is cold I feel at home here I've come here to drown in a dream since I was four years old Cold It's a constant companion I'd say I need it But I know that I'll never be satisfied More alive than the alternative So far anyway Oh I've been shackled to myself So much taken away from me I've had the marrow sucked out Fear is not a friend of me The fall is long It's morbid and wrong here The stomach lurch like a church that I can worship at The dread Reminds me I'm alive But it cannot be healthy And I'll never be gratified There's more to life than the way it is It's only so long anyway Oh I've been shackled to myself So much taken away from me I've had the marrow sucked out Fear is not my enemy Oh I've been shackled to myself So much taken away from me There's still enough marrow in my bones Fear isn't a friend of me