The Worst

[Intro] How can you lead a double life the way I do? I'll put a knife in your throat And go home to my wife who's a kindergaten teacher For real, for real Check it out [Verse 1] I been leading this double life and I can't make my struggle right Trynna do this daddy shit, this husband shit, lord knows that I love my wife But I'm a fucking thug at night, fuck bitches, do drugs and fight You wanna hurt me? I'll murder you, no conscience if it wasn't right Almost like I'm bonkers, I'm unconscious with the nauseousness Now I'm haunted with all the consequences, consequences Back when I was hopping fences, living in the trenches Write rage on a page, this is how I document it I'd take anything that was handed out, pushed my way and standed out Things change for the better for me, how come I just can't get out? Fuck, I go and glare at Satan, worse when I can hear him hating 'Til I get a burst of perseverance and determination Here I come, here I come, my paws are in this music, dawg This is all I know, I'm afraid I'm gonna lose it all Fuck it, I can't hear it, there ain't nothing you could say to me I'm fucked up in the head, this is just the only way for me [Hook] (x2) All my life I've been considered as the worst Sleeping all day, getting my dick licked Hanging with the goodie goodies Lounging in paradise, fuck that shit I wanna tote guns and shoot dice [Verse 2] My shit is so absurd to see, if you could you'd murder me My history's a mystery, I'm vicious with this verbally These birdie bitches heard of me, afraid to say a word of me The public keeps on stirring me up, filling my cup What the fuck you think is hurting me? Nothing, you can't graze me, you can't injure me I'm everything you ain't, I am everything you pretend to be My enemies ain't friendly, this Hennessy's gonna be the end of me Again, if he's sent from Hell to eventually fuck you up mentally Well if you listen closely to the story that I'm telling You could hear my message, I ain't sorry that I'm yelling I hang around with gangster types, a majority are felons So fuck you, you get shanked with knives from warriors rebelling I'm just another victim I guess, yeah, I'm a motherfucking bad man I just started getting an angry feeling I had in my heart back then I been misunderstood in my hood so don't act like I actually haven't been I put my life on the line when I'm writing these rhymes and I go and I grab that pen [Hook] (x2) All my life I've been considered as the worst Sleeping all day, getting my dick licked Hanging with the goodie goodies Lounging in paradise, fuck that shit I wanna tote guns and shoot dice