Deadly Conversations

I check my messages way too much Knowing that you won't reply As soon as I give up Is when you try to stir shit up I don't want to see you with someone else I'm not waiting on the shelf It's now or never and nothing else What's the point of reaching out? I don't need a-, don't need Another friend, if you're not mine I don't need you, don't need you If you're not here by my side Do you think I want to hear about Your newest little thing? Well fuck that, and fuck the fact it's not me So I guess that means you win I don't want to see you with someone else I'm not waiting on the shelf It's now or never and nothing else What's the point of reaching out? I don't need a-, don't need Another friend, if you're not mine I don't need you, don't need you If you're not here by my side I don't need a-, don't need Another friend, if you're not mine I don't need you, don't need you If you're not here by my side Endless conversations with you in my head Going through the scenarios where we try this once again There's no middle ground, we're on separate sides Until then, don't bother, don't call, don't write You put these speed bumps into my life It all ends here tonight I don't need a-, don't need Another friend, if you're not mine I don't need you, don't need you If you're not here by my side I don't need a-, don't need Another friend, if you're not mine I don't need you, don't need you If you're not here by my side