Happy?

All the things I wanted in my life I never needed But still I work myself down to the bone until I'm bleeding Wake up every the morning like there's no such thing as sunshine And if one more person tells me everything is all right I think I'll lose my mind I just wanna be happy But I'll never have enough, no I just wanna be happy But the hunger in my blood Is a lust that keeps me treading water while I'm thinking I can save this ship from sinking down Wish I could turn it around 'Cause I just wanna be happy I keep hiding while the voices in my head are screaming Maybe that's the reason I don't feel the things I'm feeling Oh I wander through my days, I'm losing touch, it all gets hazy But every now and then my brain reminds me that I'm crazy I know I'm losing my mind I just wanna be happy But I'll never have enough, no I just wanna be happy But the hunger in my blood Is a lust that keeps me treading water while I'm thinking I can save this ship from sinking down Wish I could turn it around 'Cause I just wanna be happy 'Cause there are moments in my mind I think I'm happy Am I just fooling myself reaching for somebody Someone who's not me I just wanna be happy But I'll never have enough, no I just wanna be happy But the hunger in my blood Is a lust that keeps me treading water while I'm thinking I can save this ship from sinking down Wish I could turn it around 'Cause I just wanna be happy