[Intro]
Kitty kitty
[Verse: Fraxiom]
I need a couple more years
I want to stop time
I think I wasted a long time
I don't mind
Does anyone have a replacement
My brain is so broken
I can't even wake up
Or make friends
Or tell if like anyone's joking about me
I still run away from bees like a bitch
(I still run away from bees like a bitch)
And even though I know I probably won't get stung
The possibility's there and we both know
You can't tell me it won't happen
And so I made running a habit
I'm running with a flag it's all on me
You want to chase me, try to grab it
I'm blindfolded in the meadow
Legs moving like they're still on the pedal
I guess I need a medal for it
And I know that people love me but I just don't get it
I don't understand why anyone would waste their time on me
Time on me
Time on me
Take a look outside and close the blinds slowly
Blinds slowly
I wanna die lonely
Hold up
Hope you know I wasn't much until you showed up
Tell me that I was okay to be the person that I really wanted to become
Honestly I get dramatic too much
I'm rapidly rushin'
[?] just me
But really it's the fight going on
Between me and all the ghosts that I thought I cast away
Like really I'll be fine for a week
All damn week I'm waking up on time
But then I'm gonna think of something I did or someone I lost
And now I'm stuck trying to find you again
Do you see why it's hard
I can usually run away from things
But this all in my head
And unless you're gonna say something
To fix me instantly
I'm gonna leave you on read
You don't like my laughter you just hate hearing me cry
You don't care about me you just don't want me to die
It's not even bout if I make it to twenty-five
You just don't wanna feel guilty if one day I'm not alive
Come down
Come down
Breathe in
Breathe out
Go out
Breathe it in
Exhale
