Drank on Accutane

[Verse 1] We lost our innocence in the back of a Lexus You bring back images I locked away, and We were friends only at your expense I hate myself, that's how I was back then [Verse 2] You show me empathy, but you know the worst in me I look back on seventeen with just regrets And honestly, it's written all on my face All my apologies come from a selfish place [Chorus] 'Cause if I think I'll make it up, I'm already late I know we buried it, but I still feel the shame And you could say that you moved on, and I should do the samе But he drank on Accutane, I still take thе blame [Verse 3] I wait around outside for my friends to arrive 'Cause I'm too paralyzed to go in alone Standing there, stoned like a teenager I'm too fucking old to be so afraid to change [Chorus] 'Cause if I think I'll make it up, I'm already late I know we buried it, but I still feel the shame And you could say that you moved on, and I should do the same You don't need me to explain, but he drank on Accutane [Verse 4] Guess that's what happens when you try to make amends And it's lost its relevance and no one wants your Honesty, think that it's safe to say All my apologies come from a selfish place [Chorus] 'Cause if I think I'll make it up, I'm already late I thought I buried him, but you still see his face And you could say that you moved on, and I should do the same You don't need me to explain, but he drank on Accutane