Smoke

She's elusive An aberration that don't want to be exclusive She's always making me feel like I'm gonna lose it I'm gonna lose it She got excuses Always leave me on the back foot tryna prove it Making me think why the fuck I'd even choose this Oh we push and pull like we lose it all And she takes my hand makes me comfortable But behind those eyes in her deepest thought Is the darker shade of what she's tryna hide Sometimes she's here, sometimes she's smoke Sometimes she's yes, after she's no Sometimes she's left but she's always right Sometimes I'm in love but it wasn't at night Sometimes she's evil, sometimes she's broke Sometimes I feel like she's a ghost When she gets high and see that I'm low I just say you go up in smoke Up in smoke She's divisive She's always got me where she wants me, how she likes it She's always sitting always suffering in private That's how she likes it She ain't the quiet type Every room she walk into the place alights Same routine almost every night, every night Oh we push and pull like we lose it all And she takes my hand makes me comfortable But behind those eyes in her deepest thought Is the darker shade of what she's tryna hide Sometimes she's here, sometimes she's smoke Sometimes she's yes, after she's no Sometimes she's left but she's always right Sometimes I'm in love but it wasn't at night Sometimes she's evil, sometimes she's broke Sometimes I feel like she's a ghost When she gets high and see that I'm low I just say you go up in smoke Up in smoke Up in smoke Up in smoke Oh we push and pull like we lose it all And she takes my hand makes me comfortable But behind those eyes in her deepest thought Is the darker shade of what she's tryna hide Sometimes she's here, sometimes she's smoke Sometimes she's yes, after she's no Sometimes she's left but she's always right Sometimes I'm in love but it wasn't at night Sometimes she's evil, sometimes she's broke Sometimes I feel like she's a ghost When she gets high and see that I'm low I just say you go up in smoke