circle the drain

I wanna be calm like the soft summer rain on your back Like the fall of your shoulders But everything just brings me back down to the cold hard ground And it keeps getting colder It's a feeling that boils in my brain I would dial back the flame but I'm not sure I'm able I'm wobbling out on the wire and the lights could go out With the break of a cable Things feel that low sometimes Even when everything is fine Hey, I've been falling apart these days Split open, watching my heart go round and around Round and around Circle the drain I'm going down I'm trying to seem strong for my love, for my family and friends But I'm so tired of faking 'Cause I'm chained to my bed when they're gone Watching tv alone until my body starts aching And I think there's a mold in my brain Spreading down all the way through my heart and my body 'Cause I cling to the dark of my room And the days thin me out of just burn me straight through Things feel that low sometimes Even when everything is fine Hey, I've been falling apart these days Split open, watching my heart go round and around Round and around Circle the drain I'm going down Things feel that low sometimes Even when everything is fine Hey, I've been falling apart these days Split open watching my heart go round and around Round and around Circle the drain I'm going down Round and around Round and around Circle the drain I'm going down