Matthew

I've been avoiding writing about you But, how are you Matthew? You felt a little like Vegas So I went put all my money on you Not black or white And the red wine stained I wish I knew back then It was a lose lose game And you were so drunk on pain What next? No we can't play Naked chess under the duvet Too many mistakes Like on the fire escape When you hung yourself over the edge Screaming 'Do you love me yet?' What next? I guess we both just Forget it all I was so afraid on the fire escape When you hung yourself over the edge Screaming 'Do you love me yet?' Not yet I've been avoiding talking about you Cause I could kill you Matthew We spoke to God in the bathroom And she tried to warn me about you You spoke over her Charmed her with your pretty eyes And we would both forgive you But its not like you ever apologised For all the lies What next? No we can't play Naked chess under the duvet Too many mistakes Like on the fire escape When you hung yourself over the edge Screaming 'Do you love me yet?' What next? I guess we both just Forget it all I was so afraid on the fire escape When you hung yourself over the edge Screaming 'Do you love me yet?' And I didn't think I was strong enough Holding all your weight Hanging off the 15th floor I swore my arms would break And I didn't even know you like that It was like our fourth date Standing with your life in my hands I knew you were insane You were insane What next? No we can't play Naked chess for old times' sake You were insane On the fire escape When you hung yourself over the edge Screaming 'Do you love me yet?' What next? I guess we both just Forget it all I was so afraid on the fire escape Please don't hang over the edge I don't think I love you yet Not yet Not yet