Little Rough Rhinestone

Little rough rhinestone Where will your love go today? Sometimes you think You had none to start with anyway You will lose the deep pools And the blues will cloud up Your frightened little eyes And the cold comes to claim you inside You sit writing letters to imaginary friends That you left behind in your mind The deep dark red doorways Call to a limbo of loneliness Where a million rhinestones sit and cry I never knew sorrow Could hit me this way I once had a friend But he moved away And even my mother When she turned on me Couldn't put emotion like this in me Fist into glass into head (someone else's head) They beat you up so badly That your eyes Show the look of the nearly dead The wagon will come and scoop up What's left of the sorry debris And you'll take the place Of a hundred other little Johnny's That went the very same way I never knew sorrow Could hit me this way I once had a friend But he moved away And even my mother When she turned on me Couldn't put emotion Like this in me And screaming out loud He ran crashing through the crowd He ran crashing through the crowd He ran crashing through the crowd Screaming God if you're up there I need you Where are you? I need you Where are you? I need you.... Where are you? When I need you?