Up Against It

[Verse 1] Every night I fall asleep, my soft head hitting the ground And I've fallen to a brand new space and I keep letting you down Most still run away, I'm just the same, babe, I'm a hangover frown And if you decide to stay with me upstairs one day, I'm bringing you down [Chorus] I'm lonely, everyone's just up against it hard But you console me and I don't know why When every other love I've ever had Has only sold me out or sold me time [Verse 2] Always finding brand new ways that old friends won't understand "Please, I need a loan, Dad"; "How much you need?"; "Just a couple grand" Darling, I made a mistake, yeah, I'm to blamе, shame, it’s a sin to doubt I wake up laughing, I fell asleep crying, I can't figurе me out [Chorus] I'm lonely, everyone's just up against it hard But you console me and I don't know why When every other love I've ever had Has only sold me out or sold me time [Instrumental Break] [Chorus] I'm lonely, everyone's just up against it hard But you console me and I don't know why When every other love I've ever had Has only sold me out or sold me time