U GET HIGH / I GET NOTHING

Yeah, yeah, yeah I'm gonna hide you beneath my lies I get it if you leave, but I'll still cry 'Cause I'm the girl giving love away for free You know my attention, but you don't know me My skin is made of bulletproof mistakes Keep talking, soft words will make me stay Stay sipping water from a dirty lake And I'm sitting while you act Like you never met me, like you never met me And I'm finding it scary, how it's just so easy To look at me and tell me that the reason you kept me Was 'cause you were just lonely You didn't use words, but I saw it in your eyes when they couldn't meet My brain needs you to say you want me I'll feel good and, then, I'll love me I know you don't care, but give me something You get high and I get nothing Nothing Hang tight, candle blowing in the night Make a home of my thoughts and now I'm on thin ice I could be everything you need when we're not seen Want my affection, you don't want me Keep it coming, I like how you make me bleed I'm not running, I'm searching for your jacket In the sea of my faults, washing down an empty drain Then you're acting like you never really, like you never Like you never met me, like you never met me And I'm finding it scary, how it's just so easy To look at me and tell me the whole reason you kept me Was 'cause you were just lonely You didn't use words, but I saw it in your eyes when they couldn't meet My brain needs you to say you want me I'll feel good and, then, I'll love me I know you don't care, but give me something You get high and I get Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da-da Love me, love me Love me, love me