Natural Devotion

Bobby took me down to the shore yesterday He pointed at the ocean and said "Can't you fucking see?" And I said "Sure, what's in it for me?" Natural devotion When we held hands for too long I'd worry people might stare But Bobby passed away last week I bet he never cared Now I live all alone I disguise my voice on the phone Why, on the side of the road I confess my worries unknown? Natural devotion If someone had asked me fifteen years ago to imagine what Hell feels like It would have felt a lot like being [?] right now August came and went so quick, I'm all missed I guess, I guess we're burning up in fox piss August came and went so quick, I'm all missed I guess, I guess we're burning up in fox piss If you want every monotonous day to feel utterly unreal and meaningless, if you want to spend every moment If you want to lose any understanding of who you are or who you were or who you want to be, move to [?] alone Now, die