Negativity

I used to get laughed at, but now they're getting laughed at Because they're always last on I really thought that I was safe that night Cuz I locked the front door but I never checked the back one I remember ringing all of my friends And telling them "I think this is the end, I'm under attack don" And there weren't nobody there, but I swallowed all my fear And just know it wasn't me getting whacked on Remember thinking I was blessed, with that quarter in my pocket Til' I ended up in a cell in a black top Watch when I get that portion in my pocket Imma put a quarter in a rocket then i'm gonna blast off I remember feet up on my sofa But I know them days are over, I just gotta get my graft on People say that you're a psycho, because you got a lot of pain And they wonder why you're rolling with a mask on When I found out I had a kid on the way Big smile on my face, I was overly excited Until I came home to that dead look, on my girlfriends face And nobody was invited I knew what was coming, but I never wanted to accept it So I wiped the water from my eyelids And then she told me that our baby ain't coming Now i'm face down on my bathroom floor crying And I just wanna get through all this onslaught Dad never sees her because he always wants war With her mum, when he comes to the crib And now she's tryna' cover the pain on her face with her contour Had a wish, she be wishing she had one more She's got a quid, but she's wishing she had one more Reminiscing about all of the times, when she used to have her man By her side, on them long walks Reminiscing about all of the times When her life used to be alright, now it's all a trainwreck A lot of people say they wanna do you better But when you put it together, they just wanna get a pay cheque If you don't wanna put the work in then don't look around And wonder why there ain't nobody getting paid yet But when you've worked hard for it your whole life And you still ain't got it right, that'll send you all insane Negativity, I'm like not today So I don't wanna hear you say who they? I'm just praying that I see a new day I'm just praying that I see a new day Negativity, I'm like not today So I don't wanna hear you say who they? I'm just praying that I see a new day I'm just praying that I see a new day It's dark in this world they don't wanna see light Trust nobody really cares what you feel like But I gotta keep telling myself it's alright Yeah I gotta keep telling myself it's alright, because Negativity, I'm like not today So I don't wanna hear you say who they? I'm just praying that I see a new day I'm just praying that I see a new day I wanna get that happiness Where I can walk around a small bedroom and it'll feel like a mansion You say that God won't answer your prayers Nah, you're just ignorant and won't listen to the answers Don't pretend to be mt firend, when you're acting like my enemy You mandem are a bunch of ballet dancers And I ain't claiming to be perfect, so anybody that has ever helped me Imma say it now, I thank them I found out I had a third kid on the way This time no smile on my face, no excitement I'm looking up into the sky, saying please don't push me now I got this massive outburst of violence I'm still sitting on the pain that I got from losing my first child How am I supposed to be excited? Every time that I come into the crib It was a place that I didn't wanna sit, cos' it was always silent But things started to get a little better Little bit of bad weather, but that weather weren't lightning Waking up happy in the morning I thought that everything was better because I was always fighting I came home for the second time I didn't recognise my girls face, she was crying She told me that we've lost our second baby And now i'm going crazy, I felt like I was dying I stepped out of my door onto the road Ambulance flew by, and I couldn't even hear the sirens Stepping into a room full of people Everybody talking up, but all I could hear is silence And now we're stuck with this pain, we can't get it off our chest Cah it's buried way deep down inside us But I know our days are gonna get better So I'm gonna keep on singing like this like this Negativity, I'm like not today So I don't wanna hear you say who they? I'm just praying that I see a new day I'm just praying that I see a new day Negativity, I'm like not today So I don't wanna hear you say who they? I'm just praying that I see a new day I'm just praying that I see a new day It's dark in this world they don't wanna see light Trust nobody really cares what you feel like But I gotta keep telling myself it's alright Yeah I gotta keep telling myself it's alright, because Negativity, I'm like not today So I don't wanna hear you say who they? I'm just praying that I see a new day I'm just praying that I see a new day