My Own Worst Enemy

I've just turned twenty six and she was twenty three She wore a crucifix but never preached at me We'd stay up all the night until the day was dead I get the feel of God inside my broken head Wanna fly away and change my ways I'll beat myself to death while she sits next to me I wanna free myself from all this misery I wanna taste the love and life she gives to me But I am my own worst enemy I try to get some sleep, her arms are over me I'm staring at the walls they're closing in on me The sun bleeds through the blinds and washes over me Today's the day I tell myself to set me free Wanna fly away and change my ways I'll beat myself to death while she sits next to me I wanna free myself from all this misery I wanna taste the love and life she gives to me But I am my own worst enemy Feel, wanna feel it, wanna feel it, wanna feel it Wanna feel it, wanna feel it, wanna feel it, wanna feel it I wanna fly away and change my ways I'll beat myself to death while she sits next to me I wanna free myself from all this misery I wanna taste the love and life she gives to me But I am my own worst enemy Worst enemy, worst enemy, worst enemy