Zzyzx Rd.

I don't know how else to put this It's taken me so long to do this I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight My muscles feel like a melee Body is curled in a U-shape I put on my best but I'm still afraid Propped up by lies and promises Saving my place as life forgets Maybe it's time I saw the world I'm only here for a while But patience is not my style And I'm so tired that I gotta go What am I supposed to add now? What am I supposed to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you Tell me I could have it all I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go I get to go home in one week But I'm leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry I'm following suit and directions I crawl up inside for protection I'm told what to do and I don't know why I'm over existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I don't really mind if I just fade away I'm ready to live with my family I'm ready to die in obscurity 'Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go Where am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? You still don't think I'm gonna see this through Tell me I'm a part of history Tell me I could have it all I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go I'm still too tired to care and I got to go I'm still too tired to care and I got to go I'm still too tired to care and I got to go I'm still too tired to care and I got to go I'm still too tired to care and I got to go