Already Dead / Mourning Now

[Intro] Dedsaint, is that you? [Verse] I was on the same damn train that I caught Just to see you every night But it feel more different It feel more different since I moved on I fucked up, mess it up, my stop Hopin' that I wake up and you're there But you're not Gotta deal with acceptance I'm the reason you ain't here I gotta accept it Drugs all on me They don't fix feelings Far from normal without One day they'll kill me That's when you show your feelings I'm already dead, start mourning now [Refrain] I was on the same damn train that I caught Just to see you every night But it feel more differеnt It feel more different sincе I moved on I fucked up, mess it up, my stop Hopin' that I wake up and you're there But you're not Gotta deal with acceptance I'm the reason you ain't here I gotta accept it Drugs all on me They don't fix feelings Far from normal without One day they'll kill me That's when you show your feelings I'm already dead, start mourning now