Bro how to explain it, like, how to explain it?
Like I'm still an emotional nigga, and that's never gon' disappear
It'll never disappear, it's literally programmed into my brain due to my unstable personality, you know what I'm saying?
But it's like, like bro my old music
Every time I check my old music it just reminds me of like
The bullshit that I let slide, you feel me?
The heartbreak and the fucking manipulation, and people lying to me
Fucking my head up knowing I'm emotionally vulnerable
Thinking I'm stupid, and like I listen back to that shit and go
"Bro you werе weak, you were so wеak, you let so much of that shit slide"
That's why I don't like my old music, my old music was me, at my weakest form
Because people broke me, you know?
I could go on for hours about how people
There's a whole fucking shit list of people that broke me as a person
But I'm not gonna do that because, I'd rather grow as a person and heal, you feel me?
So it's like, why would I do that?
For what purpose?
So it's like, all my old music, that's why I don't like my old music
That's why I keep changing and evolving myself
People might not like my old sound, and that's fine with me
People might not like my new sound, and that's fine with me
At the end of the day, why would I keep serving you alfredo, when I know I can make penne alla vodka?
Why would I keep serving you alfredo, when I know I can make penne alla vodka?
Why would I keep serving you champagne when I know there's Pinot Grigio in the cupboard somewhere hidden
Why would I keep serving you silver haze, when I know I got dosido hidden away in my backpack, you know what I'm saying?
And that's all my new music is
My new music is me, explaining how I'm done with people's fuckary, I'm done with how people treat me disrespectfully, I'm done with how people taking my energy for granted
And I'm done with people seeing me as weak because I don't speak up for myself when I move around and how I move
Because people think I'm a bonehead, and I'm not, you feel me?
I'm done with that shit
Either respect me as an artist and as a person or get the fuck out of here
I know what I am, I'm a good artist I'm a very fucking good one, I'm a talented fool too
If you keep moving like I'm not, get the fuck out
Unfollow me and suck my dick two times
I don't do this shit for other people to judge
I do this shit because this is my self expression, this is art, this is how I feel
I don't do it for validation like everyone else does, I do it for me
It's not okay if you feel entitled and you don't like my music
Either like it or get the fuck out, and that's on my dead homies, and that's on my grandpa
