Negative Ways

I'm a temporary Uplifter Seeking something Incidental Always know exactly what to say Feeling more alive in all the negative ways Contemporary Shapeshifter Under the surface Another coward Gone and ruined my plans On a one night stand I could not resist Weak as I am And I'm losing my mind Trying to analyze Find the underlying Reasons why I never think it through Get lost in time Familiar feeling Bluish light And I'm sleeping through The day again Drugs and false awakening