Halloween

[Verse 1] I can feel the imprint of where you used to touch me When we'd talk 'til we couldn't see We'd fall asleep just holding each other And I'd wake up to you still just holding me Surprised you on your birthday Blew up balloons 'til I felt sick And fell asleep alone in our old bed I hoped that it would make you love me again But after that, I realized you never did [Chorus] I spent Halloween crying off my makeup A skeleton of who I used to be Tryna figure out what you dressed up as Screaming your name off the balcony The ghost of someonе who used to [Post-Chorus] Love me Lovе me [Verse 2] I saw you today and we couldn't have a conversation You met me on the street and wouldn't invite me in You kept stroking my face like nothing had changed And we made small talk about how long it's been [Chorus] I spent Halloween crying off my makeup A skeleton of who I used to be Tryna figure out what you dressed up as Screaming your name off the balcony The ghost of someone who used to [Post-Chorus] Love me Love me [Verse 3] And you're too scared to say you've fallen out of love And now it's Halloween, a year since we first touched We were two drunk girls in cheap costumes And now we're strangers, pretending that we're more than nothing This Halloween has been deadly Maybe next year, you'll pretend to love me