HTC

[Intro] Yeah Yeah Keep this quick Yeah [Verse 1] Many lifetimes, many lifetimes What am I to say ? What am I to - ugh Wisdom in my genes, love has been serene I know what it feels like to see a dream Deferred Langston, 24 when they killed Trayvon 25 when I got my first crib As I questioned what my worth is What is work when you feel worthless? Had to learn on how to piece it altogether Put some others before I was ever checked up If it’s for the better, God don’t еver let up If it’s for more I for onе will let it all go Come to crossroads many ways I can take it Triggered when I feel I’ve been mistaken My flaws I’ve embraced 'em Even when I feel like God’s favorite I trace this back to the source Asking for direction, how do I enforce? Sat in this complexion, hazards come with sores, ugh Turn up on a nigga ruthless Some things fate, some clueless Somethings lie where the truth is Somethings lie where the *sucks teeth * - shit You a bitch nigga if the shoe fits 20 something I was bugging over being number 1 above rap’s Ruth Chris Now it’s fuck these niggas, I do I 'til the tides move nicely Inner child felt too pricey, let it go, need it back kindly [Poem] Yeah They say the truth lies where the lies stopped the truth Things we learned outta necessity When love wasn’t an option, our ego took control We hit walls that ask us to stop hitting While God plays devils advocate Sending Angels to deliver messages our senses either perceive or fall deaf to I’ve experienced death too Silenced for my wisdom Fear of being shut down Denied by the same ones I’ve accepted I’ve seen up & close how compassion can turn into aggression Affection to deception Remaining present to obsessive reflection This isn’t meant to raise objection, more provoke questions Like where do our smiles go? Is the darkness a place of refuge? Or a consequence of life’s lessons? Are we here to get it right? Or learn with all our might? I died in uncertainty But more than that Light was present when the heavens sent birth for me That’s why there’s an urgency To grow