better myself within

[Chorus: sy] Sometimes, it's hard to comprehend The thoughts within my head, as it feels like- I've left, and my body has gone idle and stealth Whilst the social aspect has my brain to essentially melt Remindin' me of the times that I've bled Okay, sometimes, it's hard to comprehend The thoughts within my head, as it feels like- I've left, and my body has gone idle and stealth Whilst the social aspect has my brain to essentially melt [Verse: sy & Her] Yeah, could care less, if you can't even understand 'Cause it's now just comparison against man' So the fakery in generosity, it's not there when I land So I desolate more like Neil Armstrong, desolatin' still expands To the point it's not me who's buyin' all these brands Where I haven't been eatin', fuckin' up glands (Uh) Stuck in my body where I'm not me, ain't advanced (It's not your fault) So what's so fucking hard to even understand? Wantin' to live life, guide the people to do the same until demise A demise that God placed in His hands (Okay) I'll be honest, I haven't been fine, been living in a lie Where it feels people are switchin' sides, but within' I- Been hatin' myself, but more forcin' myself to socialize To put my life on the line, for somebody to not understand mines (Uh) Almost flatlined a few times, and I don't feel alive (You need yourself more) Well then, is it company or I? Is it company or I? Keepin' myself isolated to better myself within', realize [Outro: sy & Her] Remindin' me of the times that I've bled I've got to pick up myself from the ground, improvise I'm so proud of you bro, like oh my God- You're doing so well with yourself and I know that your future's gonna be well I could say it a million times and I'll still mean it because you’ve come so far