What If

I'm scared of falling asleep 'Cause I tend to talk when I dream And you're living up there for free I'm worried you'll find out the truth The feelings I'm keeping from you And I dread to think if you knew What I wanted to say So I try to keep it down Oh, what if I want you around? Would I be letting you down? If I kept the words in my mouth What if I never find out? If I never ask you to stay Will you be the greatest mistake That I ever make? What if I, what if I, what if I never find out? Sometimes I picture the scene You're laying there next to mе Warming your hands in my sleep I've lost track of the ways That I've triеd to drag it out Oh, I put on the brace But that didn't slow it down Oh, what if I want you around? Would I be letting you down? If I kept the words in my mouth What if I never find out? If I never ask you to stay Will you be the greatest mistake That I ever make? What if I, what if I, what if I never find out? Would I be letting us down? What if I'm breaking your heart every day? 'Cause I'm too proud to say that I'm falling further now What if I'm part of your game? Just somebody else who can play the part, then Hand my heart in, oh What if I want you around Would I be letting you down? If I kept the words in my mouth What if I never find out? Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh