Not born to run

Not born to run, born to wait Born to sit and hope for rain To shoot dilaudid and to pray To love you more each day I made my choice and you know it The proof is in my blood And my nerves The sleeve of my shirt Not born to die, born to drive All day and all night Through the desert Hotel breakfasts With you at my side Five years with my eyes closed to the world Insured and alone, hated and stoned I thought it would never end Let's move to the sea Let's move to the sea Just you and me